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Silent


Silent Howls

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Date: Feb 19, 2009
Shes Gone away.
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Silent was angry, hurt, betrayed...God she was sure there was a billion other words for what she felt. She hated Tino. She would of loved nothing more then to go to his home and kill him while he slept...The idea tasted so sweet she could taste it. Driving that truck down the dusty road that led up to the packhouse she would get out. Things in Silents once techno colored world was all black. Busting into the pack house she didn't even try and be quite about things. Nope..She was fucking fuming. Happy fucking valentines right? She wanted to destroy things. EVERYTHING.
Especially those that belonged to the ulfric. Instead she sat at his desk. Pulling out some paper from the printer she would write.
 Set...Ash,
 First off FUCK YOU. I build and work on that fucking greenhouse for weeks and you want to fight over fucking rose stems. FUCK YOU.
No fuck she wouldn't do that crushing up the paper she would throw it to the ground light a cigarette and start again. Breath Silent...And think.
 My Ashes.
You tell me to stay away from you till I have decided what I want. And you dont know how hard of a thing that is for me to do. And I cant just put the asylum and the pack house between us. Or even leave Rome to some small city outside. I need to put a ocean between us, Its the only way I can stay away from you. I know what I want and who. But I need to truly decide this if Ill ever find peace. I wasn't lying when I said it isnt Valentino I want. But what he has. And perhaps I should explain.
I know I told you of the Abraxas...And my almost death...It was then my need to live started. When I met Tino...Truly met him. He was so full of life full of power...Untouchable. Everything I wasn't.  Tino would lead me to Bryce..Well relead me to him. Bryce had well been marked by Tino..Much like you have been by Marcus. What they had seemed so beautiful...I wished one day to know that beauty myself.
I know you Ash. Your sitting there going what kind of Beauty. You may not find it such...But the idea of never being alone again. Its beautiful. I lived my whole life alone...And when I had someone to myself...He was stolen away from me leaving me alone...At least with what you have..If one goes..You all do.That at least in that I wouldn't die alone.
And that's my biggest fear. Dying alone.Dying like Bryce did. With noone to morn him. Noone to care..I mean yes Kass and Tino felt his loss how couldn't they...But he died alone. When I called out to the pack...HIS pack...None of them came. I dont want to be him, Ash. I cant be. And my only way around this is to never die. I know you dont understand...Or hell even if you will read this far.
I dont know maybe these are all lies I have told myself. Maybe that time I held another's marks and found that peace that serenity...That power that laid just beyond the veil...I dont know. I really dont. I hope when I come back Ill have these answers. You say I dont know how to be happy...That's a lie. I have been happy. Every moment Im with you and we arent fighting. Im happy. I was happy having nothing and sleeping on your porch in Salem.
And that's where Im going. I dont know how long. Or when Ill be back. But Im going to Salem. Im gonna get my shit together. Hopefully have answers when I come back. Im leaving the Asylum in Samson and your hands. The Hookah should be in good hands of those who I have working there. Ask Lexie if she will look after things for me while Im away. Charro will help her. Ill keep in contact threw Mikki.
Oh. Im going to be taking Llidya with me. I told you I would train her and Im going to stick to that. I think it would be best for me and her to be away from you while this is happening.
I do love you. Even if you dont believe me.
Ill write you again...Soon.
Silent O'Della Westpard.
Putting the cigarette out she would look over the letter. Sure parts didn't make sense. She was angry. Maybe when she got to Salem...She could sit and think. Explain things better. But for now this wasn't going to happen. Folding up the letter she would shove it into a envelope and tuck it in her pocket as she headed upstairs to pack her shit...And Llidya's as well. Little did the woman know she was taking a trip. Packing up the few needs the two would have she would throw the two duffle bags into the back of Damons truck..Next up would be nabbing Llidya...
The woman was busy doing something or another when Silent came up on her..Didn't give her any chance to say hello what ya want or fuck you. Silent quickly forced down llydias beast...It was a card she hated but to command loyalty was needed with this redhead.
"Were Taking a trip. You need to learn what you are and we cant do that here."
Sure Lyd was gonna be pissseeeddddd but it wasn't something that could be helped. Handing the letter to Damon she would have him give it to Ash. Then in the truck she went heading balls to the walls to the airport. This time tomorrow they would be back in the states. Sitting in the Caldron..Or on the Molly. Maybe this is what the two women needed. Silent didn't know. All she knew is that Lyd wouldn't be able to train  unless her mind was free of those things that claimed her attention here. And Silent couldn't do it as long as her mind was on Ash...Not that it wouldn't be while she was away...But it would be a bit more clear.


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Llidya Chapman


Amazon Lukoi

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Date: Feb 19, 2009
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Llidya had been in the kitchen. She'd heard the stomping of the feet and the slamming of the doors, and the rummaging around. Her brow rose at such noise, as it was a bit more than usual, but she was focused on the Bolognese sauce. And trying not to look at the picture on the fridge. The pack  house was getting a new fridge the next day, and that was that. She had no idea what Bianca had used to put the picture on the fridge, but Llidya hadn't been able to take it off for anything. So for now, she'd taped a few peices of paper over it to hide what it was, and hoped no one was too curious.

Llidya thought she looked like a fucking bobblehead in the picture, and was highly irritated that Bianca had even got it from the auditions. And then to go and put it on the fridge? Well. Since she couldn't peel it off, she'd seriously considered taking the whole door off. But then decided that was a bit extreme and just ordered a new refridgerator, which would get there tomorrow, with any luck. Llidya pulled the Bolognese sauce off the stove, and lifted a spoon for a taste test. Perfect.

And that was just the position she was in when Silent came bursting into the kitchen, all warm and fuzzy power flowing. Llidya turned to see what was going on when that power reached out and seemed to grab her by the throat.

"What the fuck!" Was all she could say as her beast was forced down, and Llidya felt her shoulders slump at the pressure that was being placed on her. The wolf within dropped and rolled, and though in her mind she was fighting like hell, Llidya felt herself being dragged along as she just left the kitchen and followed Silent, wondering what the hell was going on. "You coulda just asked!" Llidya told her, cursing in her mind. She was pissed at the fact that Silent was able to do whatever it was she was doing to make her go along with her. A trip was fine, they could go to the asylum or where ever. Why the hell hadn't she just asked?

She climbed into the truck, and it was only when they were at the airport did she realize they weren't gonna be in Kansas anymore. Her expression shuttered before that placid mask slid into place, and her lips formed a grim line. So this was how it was to be? Ash didn't even want her in the same country, it seemed. Either one of them, she guessed. So this was how she was supposed to learn control. Under the metaphysical collar of Silent Whisperd. Her face was as unreadable as any Greek statue.

So be it.

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