::::It was the easiest thing in the world to love someone and hold them in your arms and touch them tenderly, but the other side of the coin was letting them go. Inside a part of him mourned already....to let his little love away from him hurt more deeply than when he had sent Shakti to America so long ago without him. To face the nights without Evangelines face and touch and voice would be like losing the light of the suns embrace all over again. Her innocent impetuousness was what had set free his fettered soul, and without it there the world would be a place without color...a place dark as any imagined biblical hell. The knowledge of his love for her had come slowly, but since coming to terms with it he had also had to face the reality of letting her go. More than anything else now it was her safety that mattered.::::
:::That night when they had left the Lava Lounge after Marcus had spoken with Tino he knew that there was no further choice but to send Evangeline away somewhere safe. With the strong magic of his Dark Queen it was space that would protect her better than anything else. Even the gargoyles in the end had been unable to forsee the move that Kalika made, and how could they? How could anyone? Yet here he was....trying as always to save the ones he loved from the destiny that met them because of him. Perhaps what the council had told him was true.....perhaps he truly was cursed.::::
:::Her apartment was sparse and tiny....a place perfect for who she was and perfect for him if it meant that he was near her. As the night wound down they had laid out across the cushioned sofa...his golden body cradling hers against him as tenderly as though she were a child. Long tapered fingers softly played with the silk of her hair letting it run across his skin and watching the play of light against it as the moon bathed them both. A soft undercurrent of power blanketted them both and he tried very hard to ignore the other currents of power that ran there leaving the Ulfric and Tino alone, or as alone as any of them can be. A light melody drifted from his lips....a lullabye in Italian that his mother had sung to him in some vague distant memory that he was not quite sure was real.:::
:::If he could stretch this one single shining moment into eternity he would do it, and in truth there was a way. The cruel twist of fate that to give her safety and protection he had to take away her life, and that was a price he was unwilling to pay for his own happiness. Marcus would not finish the marks, he could not bear to let her go, but he could not steal her life either, not while she was yet so young. A few more years was what he wanted. A chance to watch her grow and experience before she made the choice to spend the rest of eternity with him, or at least whatever piece of eternity they could carve out for themselves.::::
:::It was time. Deep down in his blood he felt the burning call of the sun....knew the flight of Apollo neared to damn the night. Physically he ached in a way he had not known he could...ached for this precious human life laid out beside him. Leaning forward he brushed the hair from her forehead and watched her stir in her sleep....the sweet blossoms of her lips parting as he saw color rise to her cheeks....and how could any sane man resist. With tender care he kissed the blush of her cheeks...lips soft as butterfly wings where he touched her....his little psichico.....his Evangeline. Careful not to wake her he rose from the couch and pulled a blanket down to cover her with...making sure she would stay secure and warm in his absence.:::
:::There was a long moment there where all he was capable of doing was watching her....memorizing every facet of her appearance to hold close to him in the time to come. Without that memory he knew he would be lost. Like a shimmering chrystal brough to light the mark between them seemed to twist and unfurl with grace and he ached to know that when she was gone he would no longer feel that connection so strong. From his pocket he pulled a letter written on thin cream colored vellum and sealed with golden wax that was stamped with the issue of the orchid that was a symbol of his court...and then he disappeared back to the lonely nonexistence that waited to swallow him with the coming of the dawn::::
::::When Evie awoke she would find the letter propped against a candle on the coffee table. The envelope thick containing not merely the letter but also a plane ticket, one way to London, and a wad of cash to help her get out of town as quickly as possible. The letter was folded three times....paper crisp beneath her fingers as she read the loosely curling script.:::
Evangeline,
Sweet, incomparable Evangeline, what a strange effect you have on my heart! No time has passed since I parted from you., and already it is as though I had been eight years away from you, although I can avow that not one hour will pass without your memory which has become such a close companion to my thoughts that now more than ever is it the food and sustenance of my soul; and if it should endure like this a few days more, as seems it must, I truly believe it will in every way have assumed the office of my soul, and I shall then live and thrive on the memory of you, and I shall have no life but in this single thought.
Let the God who so decrees do as he will, so long as in exchange I may have as much a part of you as shall suffice to prove the gospel of our affinity is founded on true prophecy. Often I find myself recalling you and the memories of times we have spent together--for all are dancing about my heart with a tenderness so wondrous that they inflame me.
For I shall never rest content until I am certain you know what you are able to enact in me and how great and strong is the fire that your great worth has kindled in my heart. The flame of true love is a mighty force, and most of all when two equally matched wills in two exalted minds contend to see which loves the most, each striving to give yet more vital proof...
I have lost my life before at the hand of my Mistress, but to lose you would be more painful than to live in darkness for the rest of eternity. You must be safe my love or all that this world holds becomes meaningless. Without you all the centuries have been for nothing. If you love me at all then go to London, to your mentor Alex, and do not look back. We will fight this tide of darkness as we can, but I cannot bare for you to be a part of the battle to come. While Kalika hold court here you must be safely away. When it is safe I will send for you once again.
Until then, mio dolce amor, a thousand kisses; but give me none in return, for they set my blood on fire.
Evie had always secretly enjoyed seeing Marcus in her tiny apartment. He seemed to fill the whole room – and there was really only one – with his beautiful, incandescent light. Everything he touched glowed brighter for it. She seemed closer to him in such a small, intimate space, if not only because his power had nowhere to go but around them. Even the wretched circumstances over the past few days had been put on the back burner in her mind while the two of them shared a couch. It was so much easier for her, considering the couch was longer than she was tall. Why he ever put up with it she had no idea. There was the possibility that he was perfect, an idea she entertained daily. He never had any of that, though. He couldn’t see himself exactly the way she saw him.
She would have stayed awake forever if it meant not waking up alone, her master and true love away under the earth, sleeping like the dead but waiting to be reborn. She tried every time he came over to stay awake, to savor every moment … but she was human. A scared little girl who had been too afraid to sleep earlier, her dreams plagued by scary vampires and half-naked gargoyle men. Curled against him, sweet Italian whispers in her ear, all of that seemed to go away. She knew she was slipping into sleep, and fight as she might, she knew it was futile. “Mmmloveym.” Nearly-asleep Evie talk for ‘I love you.’ He’d get the jist. He always did.
She was awakened early in the morning, the sun shining through the French balcony doors to warm her cheeks. Rolling over, Evie groaned, sitting up. She could feel his absence, and it pained her. The bad stuff seemed so stupid and little when he was holding her, but when he had to leave … when she was alone. Everything just seemed so much worse. Pulling the blanket up to her shoulders, she considering going back to sleep until nightfall so she could see him again and feel as if she hadn’t missed any time, but something caught her eye. A letter, with a nice envelope. Not exactly the usual junk mail or electric bill envelope, and the moment she saw the seal she knew who it was from. Not that the options had been so abundant, but c’mon. It was early.
Reaching for the envelope, Evie tested the weight, a wrinkle creasing her brow. Huh. Gloved fingers broke the seal before grasping the envelope’s contents. A letter. A ticket. Cash.
And her heart turned to lead in her chest.
She was already shaking her head as she opened the crisply-folded letter, grey eyes blurring the script even as she read the first line, the levees breaking as she finished the third. He was talking about memories, as if she was already gone. “No, no …” It wasn’t fair. She wasn’t going anywhere – was he crazy? Running away wouldn’t do anything but … well, maybe save them, but he was crazy! She couldn’t leave him, and Ash, and Loke, and Aurora, and …
A wrenching sob broke from her as she read on, her hands trying to clench and unclench, threatening to destroy the evidence. She couldn’t leave if she didn’t have a ticket. She’d burn the money and shred the evidence of the flight purchase and … and … nothing.
There wasn’t a choice, was there?
Stupid rhetorical questions.
Trying to get a steady breath, Evie began to meticulously fold the letter back into its original state, slipping it carefully back into the envelope. Something told her she was going to read while in London until she had it memorized.
And then began to quest for paper. After a few minutes of searching, she found an old grocery list. Not exactly the gorgeous stuff he’d written on, and her handwriting was atrocious, but it would have to do. So, she started to write.
Dear Marcus, I’ve never written a letter like this. I’ve never had a reason to. And it’s not like I can write like you can, either. So I’m gonna try to keep this short and to the point so I don’t embarrass myself. Okay. Here goes.
I love you. More than anyone ever loved anyone else. I’m positive about that, even if I haven’t asked everyone else. But still. I’m pretty sure I know what I’m talking about. And even if I’m wrong, I know for a fact that I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone else, in a way I’ve never loved anyone else.
I sound like I’m trying to say a riddle, but I actually have it all figured out. You’re the answer to just about any question I can think of.
I don’t know what London has that I need. The only thing waiting for me there is a fat bastard British man. But if I’m safe, then you and Ash are safe. And if that’s the case, then I’ll see you again when all of this is done.
I miss you already. I love you. I really, really love you. So much it hurts.
Evie
Still crying despite her genuine effort to suck it up and be a big girl, Evie stumbled into her tiny bedroom and opened up the small closet. The suitcase was crammed onto the top shelf, always threatening to fall down. With one small yank, it did.
Throwing the bag onto her unkempt bed as if both of them were to blame for her current circumstances, Evie began to toss her things in, tears still falling in a steady pace. The random expletive would break free from her lips, directed at every other article of clothing. “Stupid fucking … shoe;” “goddamn t-shirt…!” When everything was shoved into her black bag, Evie sat on top of it, but of course it wouldn’t close. Barbie had bought her some new stuff. Not enough room.
What a stupid thing to cry harder over, but she did. Practically wailing, Evie dialed Ash, sputtering once he answered the phone, “A-ash? I …” A huge sniffle, before breaking back into tears. “I can’t close the stupid suitcase.” Coughsobcough.
When you were a legal vampire executioner, Federal Marshall, and Ulfric you took alot of emergency phone calls. Psychopath on the loose, missing people, packmates squished beneath rock slides, yet the emergency call from Evie about her suitcase not closing was quite possibly the one that tugged at his heart strings the most. It was a call that he had been expecting ever since he had sent Cliff to give his message to Marcus the day of the change. Sending Evie away was something the two men had talked about with varying degrees of seriousness since Kalika had come to the island, but in the end it was Marcus who had to deliver the news. Now that it was done and Ash could hear those tears in Evie's voice he was beginning to question his resolve.
"I'm on my way love."
As he drove he thought about the other parts of his soul. Evie and Marcus, the strangest most perfect two people who were ever made for eachother. That pain in Evies voice could be mistaken for nothing other than love. Pure and complete. It was what everybody dreamed about and very few ever found. He was just lucky to get to be a part of their lives. Ash would go to her, and get her to the airport only because Marcus couldn't. The plane ticket was a daytime flight on purpose. Marcus delivered the news but Ash had to drive her. Secretly he wondered who got the harder job.